Update! (Via lazy picture post of course)

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Want an update? I’m struggling a bit (a lot) with most everything: work is hard and crazy, my car is mostly broken and I need another one, I am constantly feeling like I am disappointing most of the people I know, my house needs cleaning and I’m broke. There.
Also, my daughter is hilarious, I own a beautiful house and I do have a lot of people who care about me. And my health. I have that too. And I’m not starving, I like my job despite it’s hardness, and I have Taylor around.
So there it is. The conflicts that are my woe is me attitude and the blessings that I have in my life. Blah.
I am currently on a train by myself headed to the wedding of two wonderful beautiful people. I was and still am conflicted over whether or not I should have come on this trip. What with my car problems, dirty house and a child who really just wants me and cried like the dickens as I drove away.
But here I am. Ready to see a slough of high school friends (my two best from high school included). Should I be here? Who knows. Now to shake this gloomy perspective before I get there.

And so as not to leave you with a sour bad mood taste in your mouth, I present to you my life in pictures, since I have no energy to write up the stories. I’m hoping a dredge though my photos will brighten my mood. Here goes…

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Playing with dead lizards

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Jewel face

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Family photo fun

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Taylor cooks with a hammer

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Lady weekend in Lake Tahoe (I know, stop complaining, right?)

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All dressed up to feed the baby

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Flute Queen saves the day!

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Matching stripes with Uncle Spency

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And my heart melted

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Summer rain

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Just a little Grandaddy reunion show

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Miss Lionheart

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Spoiled!

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Overnight getaway in San Francisco with Taylor for another Grandaddy reunion show and fun (yep, I’m a jerk for being so crabby)

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First day of preschool?! What?! (and yes, I cried a little on my drive to work)

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Found a frog!

Ok, so now I feel a little better (if not more guilty for being so ungrateful). So thanks for letting me vent, Internet. I promise I’ll come back in a better mood. Maybe.

2 responses to “Update! (Via lazy picture post of course)

  1. Have a great time Emily! it will all be here when you get back…you give so much to everyone around you…you deserve to take some in this weekend!!!

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